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The Best Of Both Worlds by Judy Burnette
The best of both worlds
That is what you said;
Yet if that statement is true
Why do I feel so bad?
I want some things I cannot have
To be someplace I cannot be;
There is sadness, memories, some tears
Deep inside of me.
I want to be with you
To see you standing outside my door;
Will I self destruct
By always wanting more?
Thursday, December 08, 2005
The D Day
It was definitely D Day for Man Utd when they were knocked out in the group stage of the Champions League for the first time in 11 years. I woke up at 3.30am this morning to watch the match. Was surprised that Man Utd took an early lead after 6 minutes but they could not capitalised on the advantage as they went down 2-1 at the final whistle. Considering that Villareal won the other group match, Man Utd just needed a draw to qualify but the lads were not good enough. Even though i've been a Man Utd die-hard fan for the past 16 years, I admit that Benfica were the better team and deserved the win and also the qualification to the next round. It was a sad fact but its true. I was heartbroken with the lost and could not get back to sleep.
I managed to doze off for a while though and the short nap was worth it. In the short nap, I dreamt of my brother who had passed away 14 years ago. Well guys, he is the one person whom I loved the most and when he passed away, I did not go to school for 1 month. That was how bad his passing away affected me.
It was a weird dream. In it, he was very much alive and was spending time with me. The only thing was that he could not speak. When I woke up, I was smiling. It has been a long time since I dream about him and it came at a very good time. I was feeling sad about the lost and the dream just erased the sorrow.
Brother, you might be far far away from me but I know that in each of my movement and every little thing i'm doing, you are there with me. Memories of you will remain in my heart and soul till the day I die.
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 6:44 PM
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