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The Best Of Both Worlds by Judy Burnette
The best of both worlds
That is what you said;
Yet if that statement is true
Why do I feel so bad?
I want some things I cannot have
To be someplace I cannot be;
There is sadness, memories, some tears
Deep inside of me.
I want to be with you
To see you standing outside my door;
Will I self destruct
By always wanting more?
Friday, December 23, 2005
Everyone's Leaving
It's true that all good things never last. After 3 years in the team and getting really great friends, it is time to say goodbye again. I got the news that 2 of my closest friends, Razaly and Sudirman will be leaving the team and going to another department. They had asked for the transfer a few months back and I knew that this was coming. However, I tried not to even think about it because it certainly is sad news for me. The time has come and we've got 1 last tour to work with.
I was sad when Fairus left the team and now that another 2 of my good friends are gonna leave, I don't know how I will react to this. I might not have shown to you guys how close I am to you guys but trust me, you guys play a huge part in my life. All the sweet memories and fun time that we have had together in the past will remain in my memory. And Sudirman, I will never forget what you have done for me in the past. I needed someone at that point of time and you were there for me. You know what I mean bro.
I guess it's now left with Shahril, Dzul and Hirman in the team for me to hang out with. But deep in my heart, I know that this will not last either. Some time, some day, we are all gonna have to go on our own ways and different passage in our career / life.
What I hope for is that you guys will not forget me. And Sudirman and Razaly, I hope we will still hang out in the future.
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 3:06 PM
Dengan Atau Tanpamu - Exist
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Cinta melirikan lara
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Kadang mengusutkan jiwaku
Namun aku tetap tegar jua
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Cinta luhur digelap menjadi cahaya
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Akan aku relakan
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