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The Best Of Both Worlds by Judy Burnette
The best of both worlds
That is what you said;
Yet if that statement is true
Why do I feel so bad?
I want some things I cannot have
To be someplace I cannot be;
There is sadness, memories, some tears
Deep inside of me.
I want to be with you
To see you standing outside my door;
Will I self destruct
By always wanting more?
Monday, May 01, 2006
1st Year
Today is my 1st year engagement anniversary with my love. It has been a roller-coaster year for us both with lots of laughter but also pain. I am glad though that we have manage to overcome our recent obstacles and are starting to be happy again. Of course there were time when I had my doubts about certain things but that was only because I was confused. Now that I am back with a clear mind, I have sorted out my feelings and opened up more to my ayang.
People have always told me that engagement life is one of the toughest as this is the time where a lot of obstacles will come to you and also a lot of questions keep popping in your head whether you are making the right decisions or not. I guessed that all this are part and parcels of life. Every chapter in life will have its own ups and downs and this applies to everyone and we can't run away from it. We have to rise up to every challenges and the way we face each of those will determine our future.
11 months from today, we will start on a new chapter in our life. I hope and pray to god that this 11 months will bring lots of fun for us as we continue to prepare for marriage life and afterwhich an eternity of love and happiness will come our way as we begin our marriage life together.
To my ayang, I love you lots..
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 1:29 PM
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Tika ku disentuh cinta
Cinta melirikan lara
Gerah kerinduan sendiri tanpamu
Kadang mengusutkan jiwaku
Namun aku tetap tegar jua
Lalu ku tempuhi semuanya
Cinta luhur digelap menjadi cahaya
Dengan mu hidup lebih bermakna
Keyakinan ku pun semakin bertambah
Semakin mudah kaki mengatur langkah
Rasa tepatnya pilih hidup bersama dengan mu
Sebelum terjatuh sakit yang tak tertanggung
Atau kemungkinan langit esok mendung
Dibawah langit yang terbuka
Ku mohon rahmat Tuhan yang Esa
Kalau di takdirkan aku harus berhadapan
Berakhirnya suatu ikatan
Akan aku relakan
Pada perpisahan
Nyawa berpisah dari badan
Kalau ditakdirkan berakhir dipertengahan
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Pedih perpisahan
Walau menghiris perasaan
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