AKU
The Best Of Both Worlds by Judy Burnette
The best of both worlds
That is what you said;
Yet if that statement is true
Why do I feel so bad?
I want some things I cannot have
To be someplace I cannot be;
There is sadness, memories, some tears
Deep inside of me.
I want to be with you
To see you standing outside my door;
Will I self destruct
By always wanting more?
 
Friday, May 12, 2006
A Family Gathering
Finally, after such a long time, I got to meet my relatives from my dad's side. The last time I saw some of them was like during Hari Raya last year. For those I did not get to see during Hari Raya was because of my work schedule. So since today is my off day, I thought I would follow my parents to my aunt's side for a prayer session. Even though i'm not close to my dad's side, it was great to see them again. At least they won't think that I have forgotten them.
Anyway a few days before this, I had called up my close cousin, Alin asking him if he would be coming to my aunt's place. As usual, his answer was if you are going, then I definitely will.
We chatted for a while and I have to say, I was really surprise that he remembers something about me. As my other cousin, Din was playing with my handphone, browsing through my songs, Alin said 'I am pretty sure that you have your favourite song from May titled Sendiri in your phone now'. Well, that was a big shock to me. I really love the song ever since I was small and would always sing it everytime i'm with Alin. To think that he does not forget things about me made me happy of course. As I am still living in my own world which consisted alot of past memories, these little things mean alot to me. Thanks for remembering dude.
Alin and me were like brothers. We would meet every Sunday in the past to visit my great-grandmother at his house. Everytime we meet, we would do all sorts of things like playing soccer and also make paper aeroplanes and then will throw it into the streets from his flat.
One more thing which he did at a time when I was feeling down about my brother was a testimonial he wrote in my friendster. This was what he had written:
Shibly used to sleep over at my place.
Shibly used to wrestle with me.
Shibly used to play football with me.
Shibly used to challenge me in Subbuteo.
Shibly used to compete Monopoly with me.
Shibly used to collect stickers with me.
Shibly used to share stories with me.
Thanks dude, I appreciate it. It was nice to see you again and of course, I hope we can hang out more often now.
 
  ~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 11:00 PM
 
Dengan Atau Tanpamu - Exist
Tika ku disentuh cinta
Cinta melirikan lara
Gerah kerinduan sendiri tanpamu
Kadang mengusutkan jiwaku
Namun aku tetap tegar jua
Lalu ku tempuhi semuanya
Cinta luhur digelap menjadi cahaya
Dengan mu hidup lebih bermakna
Keyakinan ku pun semakin bertambah
Semakin mudah kaki mengatur langkah
Rasa tepatnya pilih hidup bersama dengan mu
Sebelum terjatuh sakit yang tak tertanggung
Atau kemungkinan langit esok mendung
Dibawah langit yang terbuka
Ku mohon rahmat Tuhan yang Esa
Kalau di takdirkan aku harus berhadapan
Berakhirnya suatu ikatan
Akan aku relakan
Pada perpisahan
Nyawa berpisah dari badan
Kalau ditakdirkan berakhir dipertengahan
Suratan sebuah percintaan
Sanggup aku menahan
Pedih perpisahan
Walau menghiris perasaan
Sakitnya biar aku rasakan
 
Airmata Ibu - Siti Nurhaliza
Apakah sebenarnya
Terbuku dikalbumu
Apakah erti linang airmata di pipimu
Ucapkanlah padaku
Tak bisa kurungkainya
Rahsia yang kau pendam itu
Aku hanya menduga
Tidak mampu merasa
Sebenar-benar perasaanmu
Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakan ku
Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakanku
Hanya bisa ditangguing oleh hati ibu
Takkan terlerai kasih
Ikatan ini takkan putus
Dan terima segala
Dugaan dan badai yang melanda
Duhai ibu