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The Best Of Both Worlds by Judy Burnette
The best of both worlds
That is what you said;
Yet if that statement is true
Why do I feel so bad?
I want some things I cannot have
To be someplace I cannot be;
There is sadness, memories, some tears
Deep inside of me.
I want to be with you
To see you standing outside my door;
Will I self destruct
By always wanting more?
Thursday, June 22, 2006
No Time
This past 2 weeks had been real tiring for me due to my attachment. At times, I didn't know if it was a good decision after all to accept this attachment. I miss my brothers and sister (only 1) at work. The attachment was supposed to end last night but sadly, it was extended till the end of the month. I am sincerely and really hoping that it won't be extended again. I am just so tired. I have not played my game for 2 weeks! Oh my god. How can I still survive, I do not know..
It also seems like I am not destined to watch the World Cup. 4 years ago, I was in Tracom for my training and this year, this attachment! Oh god, please let me watch the next World Cup without anything to hinder me.
I feel like going on a shopping spree now. There are so much things to buy! Clothings, games, gadgets and stationery stuff for school. How I wish I would find a $1000 note somewhere. I have so little budget but a whole lotsa things to buy now. Sob sob sob..
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 8:13 PM
Dengan Atau Tanpamu - Exist
Tika ku disentuh cinta
Cinta melirikan lara
Gerah kerinduan sendiri tanpamu
Kadang mengusutkan jiwaku
Namun aku tetap tegar jua
Lalu ku tempuhi semuanya
Cinta luhur digelap menjadi cahaya
Dengan mu hidup lebih bermakna
Keyakinan ku pun semakin bertambah
Semakin mudah kaki mengatur langkah
Rasa tepatnya pilih hidup bersama dengan mu
Sebelum terjatuh sakit yang tak tertanggung
Atau kemungkinan langit esok mendung
Dibawah langit yang terbuka
Ku mohon rahmat Tuhan yang Esa
Kalau di takdirkan aku harus berhadapan
Berakhirnya suatu ikatan
Akan aku relakan
Pada perpisahan
Nyawa berpisah dari badan
Kalau ditakdirkan berakhir dipertengahan
Suratan sebuah percintaan
Sanggup aku menahan
Pedih perpisahan
Walau menghiris perasaan
Sakitnya biar aku rasakan
Airmata Ibu - Siti Nurhaliza
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Terbuku dikalbumu
Apakah erti linang airmata di pipimu
Ucapkanlah padaku
Tak bisa kurungkainya
Rahsia yang kau pendam itu
Aku hanya menduga
Tidak mampu merasa
Sebenar-benar perasaanmu
Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakan ku
Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakanku
Hanya bisa ditangguing oleh hati ibu
Takkan terlerai kasih
Ikatan ini takkan putus
Dan terima segala
Dugaan dan badai yang melanda
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