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The Best Of Both Worlds by Judy Burnette
The best of both worlds
That is what you said;
Yet if that statement is true
Why do I feel so bad?
I want some things I cannot have
To be someplace I cannot be;
There is sadness, memories, some tears
Deep inside of me.
I want to be with you
To see you standing outside my door;
Will I self destruct
By always wanting more?
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I think this is true...

Your true color is Blue!
You're blue - the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you - they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue - and patently you!
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~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 2:05 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
A Family Gathering
Finally, after such a long time, I got to meet my relatives from my dad's side. The last time I saw some of them was like during Hari Raya last year. For those I did not get to see during Hari Raya was because of my work schedule. So since today is my off day, I thought I would follow my parents to my aunt's side for a prayer session. Even though i'm not close to my dad's side, it was great to see them again. At least they won't think that I have forgotten them.
Anyway a few days before this, I had called up my close cousin, Alin asking him if he would be coming to my aunt's place. As usual, his answer was if you are going, then I definitely will.
We chatted for a while and I have to say, I was really surprise that he remembers something about me. As my other cousin, Din was playing with my handphone, browsing through my songs, Alin said 'I am pretty sure that you have your favourite song from May titled Sendiri in your phone now'. Well, that was a big shock to me. I really love the song ever since I was small and would always sing it everytime i'm with Alin. To think that he does not forget things about me made me happy of course. As I am still living in my own world which consisted alot of past memories, these little things mean alot to me. Thanks for remembering dude.
Alin and me were like brothers. We would meet every Sunday in the past to visit my great-grandmother at his house. Everytime we meet, we would do all sorts of things like playing soccer and also make paper aeroplanes and then will throw it into the streets from his flat.
One more thing which he did at a time when I was feeling down about my brother was a testimonial he wrote in my friendster. This was what he had written:
Shibly used to sleep over at my place.
Shibly used to wrestle with me.
Shibly used to play football with me.
Shibly used to challenge me in Subbuteo.
Shibly used to compete Monopoly with me.
Shibly used to collect stickers with me.
Shibly used to share stories with me.
Thanks dude, I appreciate it. It was nice to see you again and of course, I hope we can hang out more often now.
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 11:00 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Yeah! I'm Wolverine!

You scored as
Wolverine. Wolverine is a loner, and a skilled fighter. He's got the hots for Jean Grey but a better fit for him would be Storm. He doesn't like to follow orders which pisses Cyclops off. He has terrible memories from the experimentation done on him at Weapon X. Even though he doesn't show it, he loves the X-Men. Powers: Fast healing and adamantium skeleton and claws.
Wolverine | | 80% |
Emma Frost | | 65% |
Jean Grey | | 65% |
Storm | | 60% |
Cyclops | | 60% |
Iceman | | 55% |
Colossus | | 50% |
Nightcrawler | | 45% |
Rogue | | 40% |
Gambit | | 25% |
Beast | | 20% |
Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0created with QuizFarm.com
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 5:02 PM
Uhmm..I'm A Mermaid???

You scored as
Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.
Mermaid | | 67% |
Angel | | 58% |
Faerie | | 42% |
Dragon | | 33% |
WereWolf | | 17% |
Demon | | 17% |
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 4:02 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
1st Year
Today is my 1st year engagement anniversary with my love. It has been a roller-coaster year for us both with lots of laughter but also pain. I am glad though that we have manage to overcome our recent obstacles and are starting to be happy again. Of course there were time when I had my doubts about certain things but that was only because I was confused. Now that I am back with a clear mind, I have sorted out my feelings and opened up more to my ayang.
People have always told me that engagement life is one of the toughest as this is the time where a lot of obstacles will come to you and also a lot of questions keep popping in your head whether you are making the right decisions or not. I guessed that all this are part and parcels of life. Every chapter in life will have its own ups and downs and this applies to everyone and we can't run away from it. We have to rise up to every challenges and the way we face each of those will determine our future.
11 months from today, we will start on a new chapter in our life. I hope and pray to god that this 11 months will bring lots of fun for us as we continue to prepare for marriage life and afterwhich an eternity of love and happiness will come our way as we begin our marriage life together.
To my ayang, I love you lots..
~ dengan atau tanpamu ~ 1:29 PM
Dengan Atau Tanpamu - Exist
Tika ku disentuh cinta
Cinta melirikan lara
Gerah kerinduan sendiri tanpamu
Kadang mengusutkan jiwaku
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Lalu ku tempuhi semuanya
Cinta luhur digelap menjadi cahaya
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Keyakinan ku pun semakin bertambah
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Rasa tepatnya pilih hidup bersama dengan mu
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